May 2009
2 posts
an apology.
So It has occurred to me that I still love music far beyond what words can express. I am often cranky about this. I realize that I am not someone who can keep my opinions to myself, and the reality is that while I may know a few things on how to make it, I don’t know enough to pretend that I do. To those who i have offended, I am sorry, and to those who I have taken my anger out on I am...
if the sun...
if the sun decided not to rise tomorrow would time stand still?
i’m wanting this to happen. I need more time. I need more time to figure out where I am.
i need to be able to sit and wait and let the answer come right down and sit on the front of my glass of wine.
to be or not to be.
to play or not to play.
to write or not to write.
to teach. to sing. to dream…
i wish that i...
April 2009
1 post
...
i have not forgot. i will return soon. words cannot say what has been going through my mind.
March 2009
8 posts
lost.
where did you go? i can’t see anything. white noise.
2 weeks.
I have been on the run for two weeks. I went to N.C. for a few days and then to Austin, TX for the ten out of tenn show and the release or launch of briterevolution. I have been feeling more and more in tune with the so called wrestling match. I finished reading a wonderful book. It isn’t very well written or philosophic or even something that I thought I would like, however, I loved it and...
round 1.
I wish I could figure out how to wrestle. Right now I am just watching and waiting. I am growing impatient. My heart is burning and I feel a desire growing within me to get back to the basics. I want to be disciplined, and I want to develop my relationship with God. I am so full of academic revelations of God and the history and the philosophy. The hard part is when you know the answer, how does...
trip.
I just came back from a trip. it was a nice one. I love seeing family, but in small doses. It seems better that way. Arkansas is still one of my favorite places in the world. I sat on my grandparent’s porch in the sun and watched the beauty of simplicity roll by.
Lately I feel as if I am very uneasy. I feel a rumble beneath me. a movement of sorts. I am tired of being complacent and bored....
match...
Another morning arrived with good intentions. I woke up feeling wonderful but as yesterday wore on i was so down and miserable by it’s end that I was broken. I want out. I want out. I want out of the grumbling, bumbling misery of mundane everyday life. Banks, grocery, gasoline, debt, meetings, work, etc. all suck life out of my bones. It is time to wait. Wait for change. The match begins. I...
I do believe...
I do believe that there are battles constantly being forged within the human soul. I wake up one day with the mind to do good, to be good, and to act just and moral. Then there are days when I wake up and i already feel defeated. I went to bed with an appetite for Godliness and woke up this morning feeling as if life had been ripped from my very bones. The struggle is worse than being a runner. To...
forever and ever amen. →
February 2009
5 posts
working hard for the money....
So the last few days have been spent substitute teaching in Metro Nashville Public Schools. I have been at three different schools this week, and today has been the easiest for sure. I am at Nashville School of the Arts. I am surrounded by indie hipster kids who listen to good music and don’t want to kill me. I am listening to Radiohead, Neulore, and Adam Agin on shuffle and the kids...
I am at the beginning....again
So here I am taking another plunge into the blogging abyss. I have a blogspot…that i never update and i decided to get a tumblr….that hopefully i will update. Why would you want to know or read anything about me? well maybe it’s because I have been there and probably done that and hopefully in my boredom, I will write about for you to read about.
I like to talk and I like to...
